ohh still alot more
exam is within 3 weeks time including this week .. There are just to many things to know and i just don’t have the time and stamina to go for it .. finally i find out my eye is the source of my headache problem .. and now i need at least another week to get use to the glass .. headache for another week .. wish i can buy time .. i’m still not provision enough in history taking let alone presenting one .. Dato’ kanda will surely kill me if don’t do anything fast .. The problem with history taking is to correlate the finding and telling the story .. to make sense of your finding of course you need to know the classical sign and symptom of the disease and for that you must read .. and that is what i need .. everyday most of the time spend in the ward to see patient .. i need atleat 1 hour to clerk 1 patient and 1 day i must clerk 3 patient .. there goes my 3 hours in the morning .. then after that i will either follow my teacher to clinic pakar and observe him clerking his patient, or to the operation theater to observe procedure or observe endoscopy .. there goes another 2-3 hours… i usually miss lunch coz the clinic session usually last till 12.30 … i need to use the time to read up and prey before tutorial or csu starts at 2 .. … the day at imu ends at 4 p.m. then we all go back .. at this hour my body is aching all over … the only thing in my mind is lie down … tried to force myself to study twice .. can’t go on doin it .. body say i need some rest … and now since there are so many things to read .. i can’t start .. jamm la .. every time i tried to read .. i tried to read quickly cos want to save time .. and that create the headache again .. i hope with this glass i’m able to read 5-6 hours which seems impossible before .. i admire those who can do it … anyway … my fault also la kan … tak study awal .. tapi settling down take some times you know .. the transition from preclinical into clinical is difficult .. for me atleast .. i’m only human .. a weak human being .. huk huk huk .. good night people .. i have to continue reading ..
